It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I'm, I'm with you

remembering past events, especially the ones that connected with him, makes me sad again. it makes me realizehow stupid i've been. believing a lie and living in denial. but i guess it's a chance i've already taken years back.

i'm a very choosy person, i want my significant partner to be perfect. i know that nobody's perfect. so i'm thinking of my kind of perfect. i found him once, but now i lost him.

i thank the Lord everyday, for letting me still experience that blessing. over and over He's being so good to me. i know i'm not totally alone. and i know deep down there's a man who will not abandon me.